hari ni hari berak sedunia!sick

just me in my life**

sorry guys..for those who i have offended..im sorry..its not come from my inside...from the bottom in my heart..i really miss u guys...but what can i do...i need to remove some of u...i know that was my fault...but its doesnt mean that i hate all of u guys...i dont know why till i can think..now i just want a good life for me without the instructions of others..i dont care bout the other feeling..whatever u r::i dont care::let myself n my life...life is like a dance...i will dance n make a people hold me first but when i cant follow u..just let me dance by myself...im proud to be myself...n i will manage by my own...sometime i feel like owh its so sweet when im just thinking about my self...nobody can angry with me..dont need to indebted with the other people that was very kind with me..its make me sick when i feel like a "doll"!!ergh..dont ever disturb my life if u want to comes into my life..sometimes i feel like the oppressed..I do not like when somepeople being to strictly with mylife..ergh!tension>i dont care how ur feeling right now<::but plzz dont ever ask me about this or i will leave u......thank you n this is from my own..i need to rest..

aku dan dia

dia kata dia sayangkan aku , sedangkan dia tak pernah sayangkan aku .
dia kata dia sukakan aku , suka tengok wajah aku , senyuman aku , gerak tari badan aku , tapi sebenarnya tidak pun .
dia tak pernah nak pandang wajah aku ,

dia tak pernah ada masa aku tersenyum manis ,

dia tak pernah bersama dengan aku .
dia kata dia rindukan aku setiap masa ,

rindu lirikan mata yang sering aku mainkan sedangkan dia tak pernah bertemu aku ,

sedangkan
kami tidak pernah bertentang mata .
dia kata dia cintakan aku tanpa sedar tapi aku tak pernah tau siapa dia sampai aku terima pesanan cinta dari dia .

aku sayangkan kau dari dlu walaupun kau tak pernah tau

cukup sekadar aku yang tau .
aku memang sukakan kau ,

aku suka dengan wajah manis kau ,

senyuman listrik yang sering mengerakkan jantung aku ,

aku suka lihat
lengok badan kau yang menari ke kiri ke kanan .

cukup sekadar aku perhati dari jauh itu sudah memadai bagi aku .
setiap malam aku akan merindui kau ,

aku rindukan renungan redup mata kau ,

saat kau memandang jauh ke luar jendala . aku terlalu
rindukan setiap masa walaupun kau tak pernah tau siapa aku .
saat ini biarlah aku yang merasainya .

hari ini aku dan dia bersama untuk pertama kalinya .

kami jatuh cinta pandang pertama . dia cantik seperti hari2 aku dambakan . kau pulak
manis orangnya . benar kami sudah bercinta .

esoknya , aku di masukkan ke hoapital setelah 2 tahun aku sakit menderita .

dia hadir untuk bersama aku . tapi kenapa kau menangis ?
patutnya aku yang menangis sebab esok hari terakhir . hari terakhir melihat kau .

kau masih cantik bersama air jernih yang suci .

pagi itu , embun pagi masih terasa kesegaran .

tanah merah yang baru ditutupi masih kebasahan kerana dilimpahi hujan rahmat .

aku meletakkan bunga mawar merah dan sekeping nota cinta kita di atas pusara kau sambil meratap kesedihan . kau memberi aku cinta tapi kau
yang berjaya memusnahkan cinta kita .

untuk satu hari aku bersyukur untuk semuanya .

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love u boifren

hi frez..let me introduce u..::giler::yeah the name is come from hisself...hahaha that because when i call him ::puteh::he doesnt look at me...hahaha then y not me n my family call puteh::giler..hahhaa padan muko kaw!!urm tiggl la ko seko..yg si puteh kecik da meninggal...huaaaaaaaaaa::aidid nanges suda...urm so sad!!semadilah kau tenang disana..god bless u there sygs!!xkesah la...yg penting anyone who one married me must know that i really loove cat!that the most important thing that u neeeeeeeeeeed to know..tq!

it happend once again

ergh!nightmare lastnite..hate3::urm bored now..just wait for ASMARA...disamping membace blog adikku manje..::

nightmare::hurm~~plzz let me go with the peacefull situation::i felt crazy when u came into my dream..u know what..the time i feel alive is when i dream at night::marc anthony's song::hehe then u spoil it!!!ergh!!go away la...i know la u cant forget me::~perasan tak aku neh::::urm nvm la...to night i want to sleep n i wish a sweetdream will be with me to night::

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pernah x rasa macam mana berada ditempat aku??

pernah x rasa macam mana jadi aku??

pernah x terfikir kalau korang kat tempat aku??

pernah x teringin hidup dalam dunia aku??

aku da cukup bagus ke??

atau korang yang terlebih bagus??

banggakah korang kalau menjadi aku??

atau aku yang sentiasa malu tapi enggan mengaku??

aku layak menjadi idola korang ke??

atau korang yang fikir aku xlayak langsung??

aku rasa kosong...

sifar...

zero..

titik..

derai..

tangis..

sendiri..

bazirnya air mata seorang aku...

kem salam kat kalau..

kalau la aku ade dwit yang banyak...

aku tolong bank in duit kat kawan aku yang sorang tu..

kalau la aku ade duit yang banyak....

aku kol je mangkuk tingkat anta makanan kat umah aku...

kalau la aku ade duit yang banyak..

aku kol membe aku soh amek aku..

hilangkan tension yang ade..

kalau la aku ade duit yang banyak..

aku beli rumah baru...

biar aku dok sorang2...

kalau lah aku anak tunggal...

aku xpayah nak sentap2 sebab dorg2...

kalau la aku xpayah fikir macam ni...

senang idop aku...

tapi sebb ni tgh bulan!aku xde duit!!

sbb aku ni xde saving so aku xleh

beli umah...

so kem salam kat kalau!!

::*down

urm sometime i dont know..the people around me had feelings or not..im just quiet then my heart will cry coz of them..ergh!!~damn..i hate hipocrit!urm that was happend to me right now...that ""setan""::belagak+tunjunk baik+tayang sifat penyayang yang mcm bodo::whateva!this is ur time right::who care??i never ever care whatever u do!freak:stupido:like bitch::urgh if u read my blog::i dont care::nak sentap"SENTAP"la fucker!do i care...but u r very good actor in this world..but at the real site just make them happy when u want something...then when u think like they does important for u..u just left them with their broke heart..huh i know la...im always heard them story to me..they hurt with ur attitude::until sometime they dont want to care bout u::but u like what i said before..u r the best actor::L! urm i hate u...dont ever speak with me..let me feel alive with my world..dont ever disturb my life..yeah sure!i'll leave all of u...coz what..im not the big people::look into the positive site::haha just remind the word important..hurm hate u fucker!im dying now!
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::katak::

hahaha boss boss...i felt like some blood came out from my ears my my boss ::abg fazir:: was told something to me..than he laugh loud!!he said::""katak""::urm bernanah telinge babe::panas je tetibe::cair taik tinge::
glitter-graphics.com ape ah..k.lin tukang gelak...crazy..thats because aku duduk cm katak...kaki i kebas oke!!haaaaaaaaaaaaa..da la folder byk betimbun...maw xkebas...huwaa kne gelak....urm nevermind..huargh today jalan not jammed la...tapi hujan lebat kot...takut gile weh...

eiduladha kareem

::eiduladha kareem t all muslimin..hope u guy get something or learn about the qurban....huargh...tired oke::but im happy with my guest eat eat la...hehehe mama was cook tomato rice!!omg!!!its so deliciouse oke...mama is the best la....btw i really miss with my nanny..::cik::owh cik...really miss u..lily rindu ko cik...nok kelik xdam lagi:::nasi tomato cik!!owh no!!!sedak wes..............................

::dannysh was fever!!:(

sokay..just take ur rest dear

my mr.s

let me introduce my mr.s...sudoku actually!!hehehehehe i find it at my old wardrobe..hua3

take a rest

fuh...last night i had to go to k.lin's house...::kenduri doa selamat::ashraf nak sunat::hek3..tired weh...but i eat more la last night..::satay.shusyi.orange cake.spagethi.nasi tomato.::haha so many right??at twelve o'clock i arrived at my home..weh~~jammed!!at the midnight kualalumpur was jammed??crazy..i dont know why..maybe the trafic light very fast..or maybe certain car move slowly kot...urm..ab going to ofshore..if im not mistake maybe on 30 nov..ab will be back...urm 17days not with me..im gonna miss him...::nasib la::urm as usual..before i sleep i will read a book.magazine.novel::last night im just take a scary story..novel wrote by TAMAR JALIS.. "fire from the grave"..well im just read than make myself into that story..n then i feel so sleepy..hehe::cuak kot::~~~now im just wacthing a melodi at tv3..owh..al fatihah to arwah shamrin..im not familiar with him bcause he is the old singer::zaman2 mama::so im just familiar with his song..owh..~~bila terpejam lena..jasadmu bla3...~~ urm..miss ab

**

ergh!!~for 2and half hour im in the car on the road from ampang to setiawangsa::trafficjem atack today::it make a more headache::ergh!so tired!!why ah today is a bad day???at the early at this morning also jem..i arrived at my office at 9.35am!!ergh...then..its a fluke when i got a sporting and very understanding boss..hehehe cool right...and i got so many folder that must be done!!orgh!!!hurm what i can do...just do la right??hehe...urm i dont know why but im very sensitive when someone will be anger with me..but i just ignore that things..look like dont know anything that he/she talk about..haha do i care??but inside::SENTAP weh::i hate a people not accept the opinion of others..urm why should u dont understand people feel???u thing u r good??but u r not...then u will
embarrassed with urself n the other...come on la....im know..im just the girl...not like u..always ::nak menang::whatever..im just express here..because i dont want to talk a lot..better for me to shut myself...i have an office..so when im tension with all of u..i just do a havoc at my lovely office...cool right..its better for me...this my life...n im alive!

just remember..

ngeeee~~haha some funny things that i cant forgot is a groups that i joined at hostel gombak advance technical institute..ecceeh..::smtg suda!!haha::urm..cant forgot la about bCbT::boys can't be trusted::yeah hahaha the tag line is::believe it or not just trust it::hahaha ::they kill us with their fucking love word::omgeeee!!hahaha well::me n my friends join this group..n very the semangat yang tak terhingga..till we make a button for bcbt... sorry guys...its going happend when im get angry with ::kaum adam::we r getting hurt with ur..huhu ::poyo kan..hehe but we very united with blok a b c d::boy's hostel::this group was organized bcos some of them very player n sound ::macam bagus jek kalo kacak xpe::then this guys said::macam la korg tu lawa sgt..::yeah we are!!ups!!then guys..just accept it la kan...urm we r hot..hotties..nak2 girl power from blok G!!so we are able to stain the wall::conteng2 the wall with PELAKA::hehee thanx sekolah::actually i got that PELAKA when i join the painting competition..then im be the champion!!haha then i need to go thru international stage..owh its sound nice right??then when i win our school give me a PELAKA for me to practice..hehe then im just practice at pantry blok g!!hehe cool right??
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excercise

for the whole days at my office..im just done all my task...for the some task that i do a mistake..i must redo all that thing when i do a double check...yeah..i need more excercise..yeap..i need a apple's notebook..i need to install all the animation software..haha sound good right???yeah3...i wish my dream will came true..i will get it..can i get it????hehehe insyallah....

still

im still looking for mr.s...urm its missing again...i dont know..who take him..but i try to find it everywhere in my house but hwat i get is ::sawangsawang::je..urm..i think maybe someone in this house so jeles when i always with mr.s...hurm up to me la...anything i want to do..i just do...urm now...the time i feel alive is when i dream at night...huhu..sweet...fantasy world::high imagination..im be the queen in my world..with the all things::white coloured::owh beautiful...i will walk with the blow wind..owh damd beautiful..its so good for me to relax my mind...yeah..so many thing that i must to think n solve the problem..::if something like the things that related with myself..i just take it easy...just dont care whatever people around me told about me or about the feeling..im just try to being myself...try the best for myself...just try to happy with what i have..i just fedup when i :sentap::owh its hard to me to throw it...urmm n never come easy...for love..i just wanna fall in love with u..try the best for u...n never hurt u..n also anyelse around me...but how bout me...they can hurt me..make me feel down till the earth..owh!!~~why should this happend to me..what i can do is quiet myself..just miss with my world..owh..it would be nice if i can sleep for a whole day...sound good right???im tired to be a normal human...im tired to be who m i right now...i just want to sleep...n sometime i think that why should i alive??but i dont know the reason why i should breathe....may be i need to know how the taste "of a death"::urm no wonder la everypeople look at me with unusual view...cos im freak right??urm::now i just feel like want to cry..:'(

fixed asset

::just think for my future..i need to have a fixed asset...somethings like land,houses or factory maybe..hahaha want to have a gold!!yehaaa~~kah3::sounds like berangan::angan-angan::my eyes was shining when i saw some blink2 things...omg...yeah next year i will get a houses..before i got married...heheheehe how bout the car...cik nasir...plzzzzzzzzzzz..keh3::=))))

alisya batrisyia..

adik...i miss u adik..akak miss with how u speak..song..scream..cry..hahaha laugh n so on la sayang....when u want to hangout with me huh???someday akak will kidnap u then we will going to watch the movie oke???waa miss u la dear...u r so cute adik....miss to fight n debate with u..huhu..miss to eat chicken rice kak mas together2....miss to sent u going school...n miss to protect u when ibu anger with u...love u adik

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i dont know

urm something was around over my head..is that the truth or i make a big mistake...urm whose the wrong n whose the true...why this should happend to me..what am saw n what im heard is so different..not the real..may be someday i will meet both of them..then heard what is actually happend...it not my problems..but it will became my problem...u..u are beautiful..u had a skill..u hd a tallent..but why this happend to u...n u..u have everythings..y should this happend to u too...urm i dont know why..just have no idea...its better for me to think about my bride business..easy right..i want to add the pakej for babies...::cukur jambul::at least them know that i can be their event management..quiet easy than i speak more..for me..its better for me to speak less about my business..

whatever u want to wish..i'll make it reality

im ur planner..such like the thinkerbelleverything that u all imagine..or want something like fairy..n just on ur mind..i'll make it a real one..not a fantasy...but ur wedding is great like fairytell story..yeah..its so beautiful..i got two couples for today that their wedding will be manage by me...ms aida n ms intan...the colour for aida is combination purple n white with the tradisional theme..she in engagement event actually..she look nice..like a model because her body more to love...n intan is a greatest wedding when she choose modern contemperory that would be the gold colour...owh she very simple but look nice n beauiful..but i very frusted when my camre doesn't work!!!!argh!!just wait for her fotographer::n i guess i can get it a month or maybe 2month after this...but its not a big problem...yeah im very tired..urm so many people look like me n sokseksoksek..i know la i dont wear the ::baju kurung::so what!?its up to me la..do i care???btw i think they dont know..who m i..so nvm...its not a big matter la..whats the important thing is when the guess ask :mak pengantin:who the wedding planner..then they will look at me n mama with the big smiling
until the ears..hahaha then..to aida n intan..wish u guys happy until the end of this world n hope u get so many cute babies!!
yeah3,...im really tired...urm sorry to my ab..thanx for the understanding....happy when i got u ab...when im bz with work..u just wait me till i settled all the jobs..thats what i want..but ab is very caring when he will ask me where ever i go...but not for the whole time...he know when is the time that i really need he..then when we miss each..ab knows that he need to come to kl n see me..hehehee love u ab!!glitter-graphics.com

its dangerous

yeap..what actually was happend is about the adies!! am my spelling was right??hehehe yeah i want to talk bout mosquito...alif's friend was pass away at last night at GH maybe..she only 14..hurm alfatihah n feel missing too...she got a ::denggi berdarah::owh she actually is our neighbour n her mom is raifana's ustazah....urm what we can do right..just :redha:urm..so u guys..take it is the serius things...when u got a fever..please go thru the clinic or hospital...papa actually 3times incharge to the ward besauce of the aedes..argh..one of my late father bestfriend also death because of denggi..hurm so sad right...the healt department just came to our area at this morning n spray the gas like the rixsect..urm so smelly..then i just wake up because the sound is so annoying..but nvm coz it for we get a better life living...then..i think i forgot something..think think think n think...omg!!!my drees!!huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...i was wash that at last night..then i must do it twice!!ergh!

ergh!!!

hate this kind of part..still wait for the antivirus downloader!!ergh!!!yesterday i must do at my office also..to make sure i'll do my job well...then now mama ask me to check her netbook..then...im here n now!!yeah like step's song...i like that melody it make me felt excited n wanna to scream!!laugh loud actually...keh3 urm and i like to heard leona's song::i see u::ost avatar..omg its so cool::the liric is so damd much beautiful...im like want to fly...fly away..to the long distance with my strong imagination...the part of the lirics that i found n i like is hurm3...u teach me how to see a beautiful thing(that sound is something like that)i'll sacrified my live for u(haha this part also)im not sure its real or not but the sound is still the same right..haha..crazy..owm..i still remind about ::aidid n raifana was fighting..haha raifana said that aidid's eyes look like POUL!!omg hahaha poul the squid"memorial"hahaha n aidid start crying!!haha siot je::its so funny when i look at them..comel oke!but when i saw the old people are fighting**eyuk!!not suitable oke>>come on la...da tua bangka...goli den^_^ urm so many things was around in my head...but i still trying to relax my mind..ergh!!my back feel like sengal2 n kebas...argh!!y..whats going happend now..just want to finish my word..n say i need to go..eghr!!just take over my place someone...please3....

am i the big boss?!

im working start im only fourteen...its so early for the other people to manage the business..but that what i could do when school holiday or may be a weekend....yeah i start to help my mom's boutique at Maju Junction Mall..there i got to handle the Batik boutique..Alhamdulillah...so many foriegner came to my boutique and buy the things that they want...yeah..im alone at there..and i the younger between the other saller...mama was pregnant::aidid::at that time..and i learn so many things....i start to open the heena shop at there too...so cool right...hehe then we got a problem that we need to close the boutiqe there coz the other company was take over at that place...btw its not a big prob bcause my mom was open the other boutique...yeah...its until now...after im finished my spm..im being a boutique manager...Alhamdulillah..is that we call a ::rezeki::for the working day i will going to class and weekend i will go back to kl then just want to know about my company...at least i have the things to do right??hehe and until now...weekend is not a rest days for me....so many wedding that i need to manage...omg!!!the flower for the arch is not enough!!huwaaaaaaaaaa...but nvm i will get it after this...yeah i dont care who u r..but when u'll be my client..i'll give u the very good n cun :meletop the bom::serve!!yeah just b who u r...n respect the other people...people can respect u too...to all my staff just all the best for what ever u want to do...::chill::~~

::yeah..im back..just wanna told u all that im really tired n need a rest..plzz somepeople give me the best massage!!omg it feel goooooooooodd::~~~~~~layan~~~~~::ergh!!so many folder that i must to check n repairing the whole folder that i get!!!ergh!if i m the boss i will tell them that they all should improve themself how to make and have a good skills!!plzz la...urm but im not the boss..so i just make myself shut and just done my task....grrrrrrrrr so sad!huh!owh gosh!!urm..oke!i must make myself happy..dont moody2 dont sad2..just smile n laugh!!hahahaha but i cant la..urm what ever..everything its happend was n will b happend..life must be go on..just ignorance the lil bit problem then feel funny for whatever im done n will b done!!is it???yeah!!go lily go lily..yeah3...just open my bigs eyes n speak louder!!"LILY POWER..U CAN DO IT!!"
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::hurm..what i can say is nothing...just fed up with her!!crazy!!u think u r the perfectionist person??yeah u cover ur attitudewith ur "tudung"::very the tutup aurat::whatever..but urself is so suck..i hate u because of this..may be somepeople will talk about us..then they will said that the things was happend is because of me..cause im not the ::solehah:: like u...u said im ::sial::bodoh::biol::celaka::n so on..i just shut my self and said one word only::crazy::u very SENTAP ke with that word..hurm do i care..??u think everypeople love u...yeah u r right because of u..HE scold me..thats what u want right???no body know what im feel now...but thanx to ALLAh because SHE understand me..SHE scold u because of ur mistake..then just take it a simple la..dont b like bangang people..just one more thing i want to say::that i never ever forgive u anymore and its will not happend once more again::we are not be together because of ur fucking attitude..then plzz get away from my life and u will happy with ur life::i hate u more than word fucker!!
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