mendung

punya jiwa yang tak terbaca oleh mereka2
punya hati yang tak terhidu oleh siapa2
tabah aku kerana aku
sakit aku kerana mereka
ku capai bunga ku tanam dihati
ku capai pelangi ke semat dijiwa
mendung datang tertutup matahari
namun ku tahu ianya seketika
andai begini nasib ku terima
aku terima seada-adanya
aku punya hati
aku punya jiwa
redha bukan mengalah
tapi
ianya pasrah dan berserah
diam aku kerana dia
selagi ku mampu
tuhan
sematkan lah senyum ku
untuk dia

jangan disangka air yang tenang tak de buaya
jangan disangka dot dot dot..
tekan keyboard
tekan
tekan
tekan lagi..
nothing to say..
im just feel like a tinkerbell
when peterpan leave her
she cant shine
cant fly
cant smile
cant laugh
like the other fairies
she just feel
nothing.
close case

DECEMBER

ade ape dgn disember??orang kata..disember tu akhir bulan dlm satu tahun...disember tu hujung tahun...disember tu cuti panjang paling best..disember tu mase org g holiday...disember tu musim banjir kat kelantan...sume best2 kan..pada aku..disember tu bulan dimana aku lahir la kan...mesti excited kan...tapi pada aku disember is nothing..ye bday aku pade musim cuti...tp xde kene ngene~sbb tiap kali bday aku dulu aku dapat adiah dr sume termasuk ex-boss aku..huhu so xde bende yg buat aku xsuke pade bday aku..disember banyak melakar kenangan2 yg xpenah luput dr kpala otak aku...urm arwah fathir excident 13dec..meninggal 16 dec..11dec arwah ajak aku tgk movie aku tolak..its happen on dec..saket weh..org len xrse hilang bestfriend..aku rse beb..kalo boleh xnak jengah pon dec...disember bulan yg menamatkan azam aku untuk setahun..boring~~disember bulan paling sikit waktu tidur(byk wat keje)#penat...disember bulan tutup account company#pening...dan taun ni disember memecahkan tahap kesabaran aku sbbnye loan aku yg da approve tu xmasuk account lagi...ko rase??hurrmmm

sambil melayan baik nye cerita Cinta Elysa---tengok botak ensem(boifren aku) belakon disamping fasha sanda yg cun tip top tuh..tetibe aku teringat satu masalah yang membelengu diri aku sejak dari awal taun ni...masalah MENGANTOK yg amat melampau...xkire la kat mane2 pon keje aku menguap sejuta kali...rupe2nye ko nak taw x ape jadi dgn diri aku yg serba kekurangan neh???aku tersalah pkai bedak...hahaha ni haa bedaknye...

sekali dye tulis bedtime powder...mmg selama ni aku dpt aroma tido dr bedak ni la ye...aha~

noword

i would be  best student in my university but who can help me??i can get the degree with the cool and smart pointer but nobody can help me..i can be the best graduate with the bachelor in business administration but no one can help me..because my world have nothing..rase cam sie2 lak jawab paper yg da lepas...for what i got dean list kalo xde benefit yang i bleh dapat..sokay..may be xde rezeki..than u all.....ignorance the sympathies..-- 

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sejarah karaoke

sume orang yang berkawan an saya akan tahu satu benda neh..iaitu set karoke yang kat umah tu..red box..song box..metro song and sume pusat2 karaoke dibina, ditubuhkan, dibangunkan kerana adanya orang seperti saya..kalo sume orang suare cam mariah carey...u all egt karok tu dapat untung ke???bek nyanyi atas stage dapat duit..kan3???tapi kalo saya...saya malu nak nyanyi kat ats stage...baik bagi speech or bersajak atas tu..dari kne nyanyi...aha lagi nice kan...ye suara saya tidak lah seperti buluh perindu..cume lebih sket dari buluh meriam yang agak besar dan lantang cam bunyi petir tu...aha...sape xknal saya..kalo becakap..dr tingkat 18 pon orang buleh dgr..mintak maaf ye kalo suara saya menggangu..hebat kan saya??hehe bebalik pade cite karok..aha~ni yang maalas nak cakap neh...kawan2 saya gila karoke..tp dorg xtaw yang karok tu dibina sbb saya..aha!!!yea boss saya penah ckap:::lily kalo nyanyi macam pembaca berita..kak syai lak kata::dik!!ko ni nyanyi ke becakap...ddiey lak kate::ika kalo nyanyi da mcm bersembang...mira kate::ika kalo menyanyi lebih pade bersajak...achik ckp::ko kalo nyanyi asal xdgr sore...boy kate::ko bercakap lagi kuat la ika!!!...mama lak ckp::haiya mmg xberseni langsung..n ab lak ckp::sayang kalo nyanyi sesuai lagu bajau jak...xpon sabah..ye saya akui saya mmg terre nyanyi lagu tinggi2 kinabalu n ade lagu bajau satu tu....aha~time kaseh atas komen2 anda...saya mmg xpandai langsung menyanyi..g karok join kawan2 sbb maw enjoy!!!hahahaha bg saya..dari menyanyi atas stage baik masuk maharaja lawak smbil menyanyi...agak2..kalah dorg sume tu...sbb saya kan hebat!!

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ape itu kuala lumpur

jyeah..kuala lumpur dipagi hari adalah jem!!!ni view from level 22 unikl kg baru...pagi ni i sampai awal...kol 8 da sampai...sebabnya nak elak benda neh la...jem yang teramat sgt dipagi n petang hari....saket otak!!huargh nak wat cmne kene la tempuh..lenguh2 kaki pon..nak wat cm ne an..ahaha...xleh blah an...

macam keta mainan

gelabah x??

dear diary...ecceehh~~aha diatas keempukan tilam ku yang penuh an anak2 bear yang comey2 lote neh...membuat hatiku membuak2 nak menulis bagai...aha mane tak nye hati bunge2 ";";"; happy la kate kan..mau tak nye rezeki mencurah2 Alhamdulillah rezeki student la katekan...ecceh~yeah penat sebnanye neh..tadi lepak bagai an lovely my aunt (ma), vogue cousin (kak e), n beloved mama at cozy corner ampang park..naik sekak perot chek neh....melepet xtahan da...bersembang bagai yooooooooooouuu..ahak~ku da bersiap sedia mempertahankan diri untuk menanti gambar candid dr kak e..ahak buruk tu perlu oke...time makan xde cover2 daaaa...buruk perangai...as usual kalo da lalu ampang park...berkenan tu pegang2 tengok2...sekali dengan murah hati nye kak e belanja kasut!!thnx kak e...last week bru je aku bedal kasut..my uncle(c.ein) belanja..heehehe..nice..thnx to both of u....



ma favour...ahak!!

 

kak e kate nice!then i grab it la..



::april fool::

mengimbas kembali zaman sailormoon, pokemon, tomatoman, gaban etc; urm jyeah itu la zaman kecik2 sy dan korang2 yg lahir taun87-93..time tu la baru nak knal perkataan lawak bodoh la:april fool la:ape la..kecik kan...buat ape yang kite dengar and practice ape yang kite tengok..itu la time bagus untuk belajar sume bende..yela kecik2..perkenakan orang no.1..nak2 manusia seperti saya...kalo dok diam memang makan pulut kuning la 44hari 44malam..antara yg saya egt:

1. eyh ape kotor kat baju tu??ajax fabuloso!!then gelak2 smbil cakap "april fool"
2. eh hari ni makcik kantin tu xjual da air rm0.30!!then jerit "april fool"
3. ari ni sekolah petang cuti..cikgu mati kene tembak..then jerit lagi "april fool"
4. homework teacher kate xyah wat...bile membe da kne marah bisik kat tinge dye "april fool"
5. bile dengki kat orang tu selak skirt sekolah dye sampai nampak spander pink then jerit "april fool"

dan semua tu disambut dengan gelak tawa yang memeriahkan suasana...sy xpaham apa sebenarnya "april fool" maybe bile translate itu adalah "hari lawak bodoh sedunia" but..totally im 100% wrong...why not..this is not like what im think before...bile saya masuk asrama..dengar byk kuliah agama..baca article2 bout "april fool"barulah ade knowledge sket pasal bendalah bodoh yang sy dok jerit2 sempena 1april tu...urm -__-" rupenye tarikh tu memperingati para kafir laknat disaat mereka menjatuhkan kaum paling unggul dimata dunia iaitu ISLAM...mereka merasakan mereka telah berjaya dgn cemerlangnya memperbodohkan kaum muslim..walhal itulah pertama kali dan kali terakhir dorg leh wat cmtu..thats y dorg egt sgt tarikh tu...so dorg pon standby la tarikh tu untuk kenekan @ wat lawak bodo kat kengkawan dorg...dan bende tu da telajak sampai ke pemikiran anak2 kite termasuk sy sndiri mase kecik2 dulu...alhamdulillah sekarang da besa..da byk info..kalo adik2 wat kite tego la kan..pe gune ade unifi mahal2 kat umah tu an...mereka para yahudi memerangkap minda kite dan bermain dgn mentality kite..sbnarnye april fool ni meraikan hari pembunuhan kaum muslimin beramai2..sumpah jahat giler dorg..now kite da taw..kite xyah wat..buang masa tambah dosa ja...da la yang berat dosa da ni....

::CROSS OUT WHAT U HAVE DONE::

smoked a cigarette.
gotten so drunk you passed out.
ridden every ride at an amusement park. 
collected something really stupid.
gone fishing
watched four movies in one night.
gone long periods of time without sleep.
lied to someone.
snorted cocaine.
.failed a class
dealt drugs.
been in a car accident.
been in a tornado.
done hard drugs.
watched someone die.
been to a funeral.
burned yourself
run a marathon.
cried yourself to sleep.
spent over £200 in one day.
flown on a plane.
written a 10 page letter.
gone skiing.
been sailing. 
lost someone you love
had a best friend.
shoplifted something.
been to jail.
dangerously close to being in jail.
had detention.
skipped school. 
got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
stolen books from the library. 
gone to a different country.
dropped out of school.
been in a mental hospital.
watched the “harry potter” movies.
had an online diary.
fired a gun.
gambled in a casino.
had a yard sale.
had a lemonade stand
actually made money at the lemonade stand
been in a school play.
taken a lie detector test.
swam with dolphins.
voted for someone on a reality tv show.
written poetry.
read more than 20 books a year
used a coloring book over age 12.
had surgery.
had stitches 

taken a taxi.

seen the washington monument.

had more than 5 im’s/online conversations going at once.
overdosed.
had a drug or alcohol problem.
been in a fist fight.
had a hamster.
pet a wild animal.
used a credit card.
gone surfing in california.
done “spirit day” at school.
dyed your hair.
gotten a tattoo.
had something pierced.
gotten straight a’s.
been on the honor roll.
known someone with hiv or aids.
taken pictures with a webcam.
started a fire
gotten caught having/going to a party while parents were gone.

::malaysia today::

ahaks!!i baru balik ni...so tired....nak elak jem nye pasal...lepak la an classmate i....aniem, dilla and ahseng...huhu best kot...makan tako....borak2...kaco anak zila bakarin...hahahha cun kot dye...anak dye qaseh tu comey gila kot...hahaha btw pape pon rindu sgt an pia...td jumpe pia....huaaaaaaaa nanges3...rindu kot...haaaaa pia aku rindu ko....mane fb ko neh yang....waaaaaaaaa...tu la dia sofia maisara...room- mate i tem kat hostel teknik gombak dulu....waaaaaa

 dilla

 aniem

ahseng

sampai je umah...mama tunujuk sesuatu yang cantik mate memandang......omg!!!cantik siot carrot tu...tgk la sape wat Aidid Alfian kan...hahahaha pandai la aidid neh...hebat...baru dajah due kot ko neh...nape warne lawa sgt neh??????aidid aidid aidid...tulisan buruk tapi power...hebat macam saya lah!!

::jom main game ni::

i) Pilih bulan kelahiran anda:
Januari - Aku cinta
Februari - Aku gigit
Mac - Aku belasah
April - Aku peluk
Mei - Aku terhantuk
Jun - Aku terkentut depan
Julai - Aku menari dengan
Ogos - Aku pergi dating dengan
September - Aku lambai dekat
Oktober - Aku muntah depan
November - Aku jerit dekat
Disember - Aku terlanggar

ii) Pilih nombor hari jadi anda:
1 - Mak aku
2 - Komputer aku
3 - Liverpool
4 - Garfield
5 - Musuh dalam selimut aku
6 - Gangster
7 - Handphone aku
8 - Gerrard
9 - Driver Bas
10 - Semut
11- Kawan baik aku
12 - Polis
13 - Taik kucing
14 - Patung barbie
15 - Lee Chong Wei
16 - Mak Mertua aku
17 - Mak tiri aku
18 - Girlfriendaku/ Boyfriend aku
19 - Makcik kantin
20 - Sharifah Amani
21 - Upin dan Ipin
22 - Siti Nurhaliza
23 - Spongebob
24 - Cristiano Ronaldo
25 - Bapuk/Maknyah
26 - Kawan aku
27 - Raja Lawak/Akademi Fantasia
28 - Jiran aku
29 - Orang gila
30 - Taylor swift
31 - Awek cun/ Jejaka tampan

iii) Pilih warna baju yang anda pakai skrg:

Putih - Sebab aku perasan cantik/hensem
Hitam - Sebab aku gila
Pink - Sebab aku suka single
Merah - Sebab mak aku suruh
Biru - Sebab aku tak tahan
Hijau - Sebab aku baik hati
Ungu - Sebab aku cemburu
Kelabu - Sebab bomoh suruh
Kuning - Sebab suka hati aku la
Oren - Sebab aku baru putus cinta
Coklat - Sebab aku tak tentu arah
Lain-lain - Sebab aku fikir aku hebat

KONGSI JAWAPAN ANDA

jawapan saya
saya terlanggar spongebob sebab aku suka single..

jawapan tu tipu padahal im not single!

"First of all, I will explain to you what I understand for your lesson today in Creative Problem Solving class. Before you came to our class, I have no idea about this subject. The question mark is on my head. What actually I need to learn. Until you proceed to 'ice breaking' session, I feel happy with that. Oh how creative you are to make a different things on this session. Its not a boring time that us (students) need to heard the same things. You make it different with your creativity and imagination. The way that you use make us very enjoy to introduce ourself and our friend. I'm just imagine that I'm Ana Raffali and at the same time its create an ideas for me to explore different ways to introduce my friend. Its cool right?? I love your ways that I got so many idea to communicate and remind my friend name. And this the first tackles issue....." This my 1st assessment from Doctor Cordelia..i need to do an essay about what i'm get and what is creativity....so creativity is .........................shhhhhhhh!!

"Parent, Kids and Money"

This is my first assessment..i need to do a journal for any article on any magazine or what else...if u free just read and u should b able to comment or correct (tell my mistake)...thank you

"Focusing on this which one prepares to introduce a new family member, as well as in equipped one's offspring with need financial literacy to cope well in life. The careful budgeting can make the parents for new family member an easy transition, but you should understand where your money is currently going to. Moving forward to insurance that need to protect your family, likewise when having a child is the need for additional health insurance coverage. What the important is the type of maternity coverage is offered the time frame. So, you should have an estate planning which is distribute and preserve. Now days, many parents even plan for their child's education from the point of birth. You need to have a saving for look at the big picture. These include unit trusts, life assurance investment, share portfolios, property and bank saving products. To select investment that offer better probability of higher return with manageable risk is when the child still young. Most important issues, is which even rich parent forget or deem unnecessary to consider that parents can plan their heart out and have all the fund in the world but they forget ans say "If you don't teach children about money, someone else will and the result may not be what you desire." Remind that we are talk about financial literacy, not a score. To conclude, you have to making the decision whether you as a parent need to save a money for your kids or not."

im cried today..so sad when i open my mouth and start talk about that::yeah i need to resign my position as head digital painter..huaaaaa i cant stop myself..im cry a lot..i love d'alien art..i love my kak lin..boss and all d'alien art staff..exspecially acaf!!urgh im gonna miss u guys..

just feel happy n really peaceful when i heard my ab and dannysh's voice...hehe im just wake up in the early morning and open my fb account..and i can see..how romantic my bf to keep me..haha i saw u..he send me the perfect two song...hahaha so sweet..huhu so tired today...last night ab join the karoke team at his friend's wedding..owh until the midnight he was singing..yeah..that one of his hobby..he love to sing..and disturb me and dannysh..anoying!!haha joke3..im just kidding dear..ab ko me vvvip(very important princess)
glitter-graphics.com..hehe is it??? yeah im the princess..n now..ab was disturb me...haha only we know..that will be the secret things..haha no la..he just talk a lot behind me and scream at me..and he go to shower..hahaha..love u ab...
glitter-graphics.com

i wake up very early today..yeah--i need to go machiness a klcc..raifana's ipod shuffle got a problem with her voice over button..i doesn't work..then i go there..walk alone..bla3..go to 4h floor at there..walk at peronas galery..then............................just leave the ipod there and going back!!

glitter-graphics.com

urm like a crazy poeple..watch the movie alone!!without my friend n my lovely bro n sys...aish quite busy with her friend..manja just need a rest because she need to work by tomorrow..urm im wacth NARNIA-The Voyage of the Dawn Treader!! and eat spagheti ..ergh3..alone at klcc!!crazy..in bottom on my heart..i feel so sad..yeah my very close cousin will be married n i not there..at her wedding day..but she doesn't call or tell me anything..may be she should ask me..where.what n why..urm whatever!!!okey...above its my story at last sunday..12december2010 very bad day for me when im alone at home...now my lovely mama n lil bro n sys was come back...urm...but i dont know why im so sad...like want to cry...really love my grandma...urm...thnx to kak lin..give a prezent for my birthday.. hehe the keychain..so sweet..its snow white..one of my favorite princess..urm its rain at kuala lumpur now..i hate him!!!!really hate you fucker!!!u hurt my mom's feelings..u hurt me also...i hate u!!!u r one of the guy who was make me hate you till i cant forgive u anymore..even u very good with me right now!!the point is i hate all about u..

story telling

yeah..today at my office..haha story telling time kids..hahhaaha guess what???i need to read a fairy tale story to my big boss son...hehehe then..im just read and improve my skills how to make a sounds..wakaka so funny!!jeng jeng jeng...urm..am arrived at home at seven p.m...so tired...im just looking for the other job that releated with what im study before...i got one...and not for this time..just need it when am was ready to take that kind of responsibility...last night i called ummi::urm am so happy when i heard her voices..she's oke with me..i feel like she love me...i can feel it!!omg..hahaha thnx ummi cause accept me..as ur daughter in law..hehehe..thnx ummi::dannysh do not know me..may be my voices is different like before..he call me 'kakak'!!hahaha ur so funny son..he got a fever!(-_-)..feel sorry dear...::urm..mama want go back to our village at long island..kelate..urm..im working!!!huwaaaaaaa!!k.anis will marry at 13dec..on this coming monday...what i can do..just give the best wish for her n her future husband...urm whatever..

hari ni hari berak sedunia!sick