give me

give me a pen
i need to sketch a few things
the things happen to me
the things that just happen
and happen surround me

give me a time
for me to get relaxing massage
for me to releasing my pressure
for me to breathing smoothly
 

Lily by Aaron

Lily,take another walk out of your fake world 
please put all the drugs out of your hand 
you'll see that you can breath without not back up 
some much stuff you got to understand 

for every step in any walk 
any town of any thought 
i'll be your guide 

for every street of any scene 
any place you've never been 
i'll be your guide 

lily,you know there's still a place for people like us 
the same blood runs in every hand 
you see its not the wings that makes the angel 
just have to move the bats out of your head 

for every step in any walk 
any town of any thought 
i'll be your guide 

for every street of any scene 
any place you've never been 
i'll be your guide 

lily,easy as a kiss we'll find an answer 
put all your fears back in the shade 
don't become a ghost without no colour 
cause you're the best paint life ever made

R.i.n.d.u

a day before raya

1st Syawal at a place we meet each

yang separuh mati

merindu,

cinta hati abe,

lily fadhilah

mendung

punya jiwa yang tak terbaca oleh mereka2
punya hati yang tak terhidu oleh siapa2
tabah aku kerana aku
sakit aku kerana mereka
ku capai bunga ku tanam dihati
ku capai pelangi ke semat dijiwa
mendung datang tertutup matahari
namun ku tahu ianya seketika
andai begini nasib ku terima
aku terima seada-adanya
aku punya hati
aku punya jiwa
redha bukan mengalah
tapi
ianya pasrah dan berserah
diam aku kerana dia
selagi ku mampu
tuhan
sematkan lah senyum ku
untuk dia

siapa aku?

gara2 aku

yang xtahan durian

hadap la bau durian

gara2 aku

benda yg penah2 buat

dah jadi rutin harian

gara2 aku

berubah segala kehidupan.

pernah aku kata

aku x perlukan gucci guess prada segala

yang aku nak rasa

sebuah bahagia.

aku di layan bagaikan

permaisuri

aku di tantang bagaikan 

puteri

aku di awasi bagaikan

bidadari

oleh seorang yang bernama

lelaki.

alam bercinta

semua benda kita rasa

dan xsemua indah belaka

baik kita kongsi 

pedih kita telan

as long as

xde yang masuk campur.

kalau rse nak jadi penasihat

segala.

terima kasih 

bukan dgn aku.

abe,

love u!

jom kawen!

I adore you

my sunrise of everyday
flowers blooming orange 
sky's so blue
the air's cold but not too chilly
that i'd grab my coat

long drives for no good reason
empty roads on country sides
with black and white cows grazing grass
the windows down and music blasting 
loud

i adore you
looking at me
smiling at the way talk too 
much and yes i love the way you
see right through me 
when i'm fine i'm not
i think the way you say my name
is the most lovely thing to hear

the waves crash onto the shore
they meet a million times but yet
they seem to be content with
coming together once again
i woudln't mind if i was sand and you were
water 

warm tea and musty books
cuddling in bed
while it rains outside 
the raindrops chasing raindrops
falling gently on the sidewalk
waking cats from their lazy afternoons
while i wish that you were here with me

i adore you
looking at me
smiling at the way talk too 
much and yes i love the way you
see right through me 
when i'm fine i'm not
i think the way you say my name
is the most lovely thing to hear

i adore you
i adore youu

jangan buat aku macam batang pisang
suke hati mak nenek kau je
datang time kau nak ngamuk kau ngamuk
datang time kau nak hangen kau hangen
aku xkesah kalau xmelibatkan aku
ni aku asek kena je

kun faya kun

MSc in Human Resource Management Cardiff Business School, Cardiff UK
MSc in Human Resource Management Dublin Business School, Dublin Ireland
MSc in Management of Projects The University of Manchester, Manchester UK
MSc in Management University of Stirling, Scotland UK

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