Sunday, December 29, 2013

saket pulak hati kita.

alhamdulillah segala majlis berjalan dgn teramat lah lancar smpai ada yg ckp xpernah lagi jumpe majlis happening and tenang macam ni..ye kami satu family buat semua..bab masak je..geng perkip tlg..cuaca pon sejuk je semalam..seronok je rase haa..thnx papa the project manager..thanx mama the floor manager..thanks adik n baby for the goges hantaran n pelamin..thanks alif n luqman for the big2 things..thanx muiz tolong semua benda..thnx aidid penghavoc majlis..kami bekerja 2hari berturut2..alhamdulillah its done!!

dalam bahagia kita..standard la mesti ada yg xpuas ati..ade la yg ckp susah dpt dia tu.kenapa cr cntik sgt..tunang je pon beria.cntik tu bahaya.jangan pndg wajah nnt merana.elak pembaziran

hello bini kau xde hidung ke??kau rse gtu sbb kau nmpak aku ni cun ag dr bini kau.sempurnakah terjagakah aurat wanita sekeliling kau.kau xekot adat ke?nak bercakap len kali mengadap cermin dlu..

setiap manusia ada lemahnya..aku mampu utk buat majlis.aku buat..aku mampu kek satu tingkat.itu je la..aku mampu jd cm princess.aku wat..aku xrse beban.aku xrse saket pala.aku rasa bahagia.jadi xyah la kau dengki.kau tension sgt napa.jgn pndg aku sekarang cmni.selamanya aku cmni..Allah maha kuasa.semalam diana amir cm mana kau tgk hari ni..dan kau tgk diri kau.dlu mcm mana.syukurlah Allah mengasihani setiap hamba nya.jgn la kau point org teros.kau bukan lah sapa2..ulama jauh sekali.klau btol ilmu agama kau tinggi kau xkan sombong cmni..kalau kau boleh tgk keikhlasan bini kau pkai tudung.bru kau thu kau tu sekadar org biasa

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

SEKSI OVARI

City of Angels, Katenye
Dia mengaku sebagai guardian angel
yang menyembuhkan sema luka yang pernah tercalar
tiup azimat ketika sakit
beri tongkat bila buta

Tapi dia sendiri yang cucuh luka
tikam jiwa dan cucuk mata

Rumah Kita
Kita cuba bina rumah ditengah lautan
malam hari kita indah berteman bulan
ombak x pernah jadi halangan atau rintangan
untuk kita rasa nikmat kebahagiaan
tapi akhirnya kita tak sanggup dgn ganasnya sang taufan
yang meranap dan menghapus cinta kita perlahan-lahan

kita cuba bina rumah diatas gunung
angin dan sejuk malam menambahkan  kasih sayang
rumah tinggi kita boleh mengapai bintang
tapi adakalanya kita takut dgn cerun genting
yang buat dada kita selalu bergetar panjang

kita cuba bina rumah didalam hutan
jauh dari pembangunan dan kebisingan
alam jadi pentas berdansa dan pesta keramaian
meraikan cinta dan kemesraan
tapi adakalanya kita getar dgn suara binatang yg berselerakan
dan kita tidak sanggup hidup selalu dalam ketakutan

Sebenarnya kita tak pernah kisah apa-apa
kita boleh berumah dimana-mana
asalkan kita selalu bersama-sama

Saling
Hey sayang,
kita tidak perlu saling mengongkong
sepatutnya;
kita saling menyokong

Tinggal-tinggalkan
Dia tinggalkan
boxer biru petak-petak
Malboro soft pack
yang sudah tinggal kotak

Dia tinggalkan
air liur basi
daki-daki dan haruman burberry

Dia tinggalkan bisikan puisi rumi
sebelum kita sama-sama beraksi
dengan tuhan sebagai saksi

Dia tinggalkan cecair putih pekat
bulat-bulat berbau hanyir likat

Dia tinggalkan dengan pelukan juga ciuman
sambil tangan berkeliaran

Dia tinggalkan aku sendiri
dan janji untuk hadir lagi
selepas selesaikan anak bini

Dia tinggalkan aku disini
dikamar sepi
entah mahu senyu atau nangis lagi?

Realiti dan fantasi
Sentiasa malam ibu bapa membacakan buku dongeng dan fantasi
kisah Cinderella dan sepatu kaca
kisah Rapunzel dan rambut mayang mengurai
kisah Snow white bersama tujuh orang kerdil
Semuanya berakhir dengan baik-baik sahaja
It's happy ending
anak-anak hidup dgn berbekalkan dunia khayalan
sepahit manapun cabaran
akan ada titik manis diakhir garisan
realitinya bukan begitu kan?

Bersama
Mungkin apabila tiada lagi airmata
baru kau akan benar-benar percaya
yang aku hanya mahu kita bersama
bukan sekadar buang masa


Tuesday, November 26, 2013

dah byk sgt makan hati
orang tak tahu tgn aku shaking masa taip ni
org tak tahu air mata aku berderai2 masa ni
org xtahu apa aku rasa
yg org nampak aku senyum
dia oke xde pape xd masalah,
tp org xtahu
sikit salah aku
byk yg aku pendam n rasa

Monday, November 11, 2013

Second Checklist!


 Checklist!
☑ Catering, Dewan & All Deco

  • Pelamin
  • Meja Makan Beradap
  • Red Carpet
  • Flower Stand
  • All Decoration
  • Makan!

☑ Make Up
☑ Krusus Kawen
Cincin Nikah
☑ Photographer
☑ Videographer
☑ Baju Sanding
Theme Color

  • family
  • bridesmaid
  • me n bakal suami

☐ Baju Nikah
☐ Bridesmaid dress
☐ Kad Kahwin
☐ Doorgift
Gubahan Hantaran



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Friday, November 1, 2013

Plan my big day

Seriously nak kawen????Alhamdulillah..kalau dah jodoh xkemana kan?Kepada semua doa kan kami berdua yang bakal mendirikan mahligai dimetrai dgn sulaman cinta..ewah~~weh excited weh!!!sumpah excited....xtaw ckp apa dah...excited..excited dan excited mmg da tahap cannot go da ni...hahha btw ni adalah checklist saya...

check it out!!

  1. Make up nikah pagi (Hot Mama)
    • kenapa mama??sebab aku nak nikah tu just nice..hanya mama je tahu aku nak cane..kalau boleh time sanding pon nak soh mama tapi xleh la kan..settled!!
  2. Make up sanding malam (Surya Zainul)
    • Kenapa kak su?sbb kaksu nye make up hampir sama tapi xserupa dgn mama..love her job,thanks kak su..so muka,rambut n tatarias settled!
  3. Catering (Sri Angsana Catering)
    • Berdasarkan tarikh yang dipilih, Alhamdulillah still available.So, Aunt Nurul and Aunt Zana Please help me into this...Why Angsana? sepanjang dgn Angsana, serious dorg terbaik. So decoration,pelamin, baju, PA system,makan minum segala settled!
  4. Cincin nikah
    • Alhamdulillah dah tempah tunggu siap je.dan settled!
  5. Dewan
    • yang ni x settle2, sebabnye banyak yang dah full.so menunggu satu ni..hopefully dpat!
  6. Fotographer
    • hurm agak kecewa sbb bru dpt respon dr sorg fotographer baru..please sesapa yang ada roger.
  7. Wedding card
    • ini insyallah kalau da settle dewan semua ni akan settle...apa ada hal...
  8. Doorgift
    • for me la kanm ini boleh settle 2month before my wedd kot..hahaha ape ada hal..ramai bridesmaid lak..hehehehe buli!!
dan 
the most important thing is

KRUSUS KAWEN AKU X PERGI LAGI!
 

aiyooo lily lily



Monday, October 21, 2013

Graduation Speech

20th October 2013
Hotel Primeira Kuala Lumpur

Assalamualaikum and very good evening

Yg Berhormat Datuk Dr Adham Baba, Chairman Universiti Kuala Lumpur (UniKL), Yang Berbahagia Prof Dr. Mazliham Mohd Suud – President UniKL, Yang Berbahagia Tn Haji Abd Rahim Hashim Pengarah Kanan Bahagia Pendidikan Tinggi Majlis Amanah Rakyat (MARA), Yang Berbahagia Prof Dr. Azanam Shah Hashim – Vice President (Academic and technology) UniKL, Yang Berbahagia Prof Dr. Sulaiman Sajilan, Dean UniKL Business School, management teamof UniKL, Lecturers, organizing committee, graduates and alumni UniKL Business School, fellow fiends and guest.

I think is still not too late for me to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha to all of u. So, how was ur Raya?is it good?ade kejar2 lembu x?nahh I’m just kidding.
Frankly speaking, I’m a bit shaky standing up here infront all of you to gives a speech. But hey! I’m a Ubizzian! Hopefully I can do this well. BTW I’ve been told to give a speech in 15 minutes time but hopefully I can end it up  early.
Ladies and gentleman, lecturers of the faculty and my fellow friends who is known as Ubizzian (thanks to Boy the founder of Ubizzian name!) , I am very pleased to speak to you today on behalf of first batch graduate. I welcome you all and hope that you feel as proud as I do to be part of this great business school.
Ladies and gentleman
I loved it here.
I loved it here. But it wasn’t always easy to.
It wasn’t easy to read all those long books.

It wasn’t easy to learn all those long words.

It wasn’t easy to wake up for all those early morning classes.

More than anyone else, you! Class of 2011, the very first ever batch for UniKL Business School!
Here, together, we endured. We wallowed. We revelled. And now we’ve emerged.
We’ve emerged better read, more passionate than when we had begun

We’ve emerged more confident and more confused than when we had begun.

We’ve emerged as the smartest we’ve ever been. The most engaged. The most creative. And the most sleep-deprived.
We’ve emerged as the selves we were meant to be. Whole and complete. No postscripts or footnotes.


Finishing our studies and passing our exams is a major milestone. Looking back, I remember my first day here. I was scared. I was embarking on such an important journey. I knew very little about life, my study area or the university. But thanks god, since day 1, I’ve already met marvellous and awesome person which is now is my good friends! Hey! it is You guys! It is you!

Thanks friends for enriching my life, thru all bitter sweet moments that we share. All of you have helped me grow to be matured and hopefully to be a better person. I still remember we also have a morning break together at city campus cafeteria-enjoying our Roti Impit and Sejora.-do you guys remember? Ahha~ also not to be forgotten the delicious Yong Tao Fu and Nasi Ayam. Huh! Suddenly teringat pulak!! 


We also sometime go for Karaoke session at Sogo or BB plaza while class gap. Thanks to the student’s card that we have, which help us a lot to enjoy. Nah I’m just joking again. 

The best part is we always take the very3 last moment to study for our final exam! And what we usually do is we stay up late at night till morning sitting in the group having a discussion, arguing about what’s question that will come out tomorrow and so on. Fuhh~ hopefully none of you will do this again if let say you guys continuing your further study.-owh gonna miss all this moment-


All thanks to the commitment and perseverance of our lecturers. Dr Sulaiman which is the coolest dean ever that we could have. Dr Cordelia who taught us about so many things. One thing that I could remember during Dr. Cordi class is she allowed us to use our creativity to answer the questions that she gave to us and what we do is that we use the colourful magic pen. We also combine all the method that we know, for example the awan2, love2- you know mind map. Mdm Marhaini who always been there to help and guiding us on the transfer credit (thank you madam!)  Sir Sidi (lecturer garang yg paling budiman!), Doc Lan, Doc Ya, Dr Razak, Mdm Ijun (our mummy!), Miss Lily, Mdm Maz and also to all lecturers who guide us on this journey.–Thank you so2x much for sharing your knowledge n wisdom with us and for instilling in us confidence.-this is the special part-

Not to be forgotten, the management team – Kak Akmal, Kak Ain, Kak Ida, Abg Shahril, Sir Maznim, Kak Lin, Sir Fuad and others- Thank u so much!!

Kudos to MARA for providing the support for many of us to experience tertiary education. Thanks MARA for the full scholarship. We are so proud be MARA scholars.
I can’t predict the future:, what the world be like when we return for our 25th reunion in 2038. Will we have sustainable energy? Will global conflict cease to exist? Will Pierce’s plumbing finally be working?
What we know is that whatever paths we take, it won’t be an easy one. We know we will have to endure again. But we will be prepared, like Tennyson’s quote, “to strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield.”
And we know we will emerge, again. And however we emerge, each and every time, we will be known as Ubizzian alumni, as people who know that what’s too easy is apt to be boring.
And, let me tell you, Class of 2011, boring, is the one thing that we definitely are not.



Sometimes the memories are sad, because we know it will never happen again. So I’m gonna tie you to my heart, keep the memories in my mind so I will never lose all of you. To finalize, once again I would like to say a trillion thanks deeply from bottom of my heart. Thank you for the precious time that we have shared together and I wish best of luck to all my beloved friends in the future undertaking. Thank you also to Boy once again who helping me preparing for my speech. Last but not least, I will end  my speech by inviting Ubizzian to stand up and give a big round of applause to all UniKL Business School lecturers for their great effort and support.




trillion thanks to Iznan Zulkhalil, Huda Idzualfian
Dr. Cordelia Mason coz help me to prepared this text!
it's hard for me to find hoe to do a speech in google..
so this is for ur guide.

Saturday, September 7, 2013

give me

give me a pen
i need to sketch a few things
the things happen to me
the things that just happen
and happen surround me

give me a time
for me to get relaxing massage
for me to releasing my pressure
for me to breathing smoothly
 

Saturday, August 17, 2013

Lily by Aaron

Lily,take another walk out of your fake world 
please put all the drugs out of your hand 
you'll see that you can breath without not back up 
some much stuff you got to understand 

for every step in any walk 
any town of any thought 
i'll be your guide 

for every street of any scene 
any place you've never been 
i'll be your guide 

lily,you know there's still a place for people like us 
the same blood runs in every hand 
you see its not the wings that makes the angel 
just have to move the bats out of your head 

for every step in any walk 
any town of any thought 
i'll be your guide 

for every street of any scene 
any place you've never been 
i'll be your guide 

lily,easy as a kiss we'll find an answer 
put all your fears back in the shade 
don't become a ghost without no colour 
cause you're the best paint life ever made

Friday, August 9, 2013

R.i.n.d.u

a day before raya
1st Syawal at a place we meet each


yang separuh mati
merindu,
cinta hati abe,
lily fadhilah

Monday, August 5, 2013

mendung

punya jiwa yang tak terbaca oleh mereka2
punya hati yang tak terhidu oleh siapa2
tabah aku kerana aku
sakit aku kerana mereka
ku capai bunga ku tanam dihati
ku capai pelangi ke semat dijiwa
mendung datang tertutup matahari
namun ku tahu ianya seketika
andai begini nasib ku terima
aku terima seada-adanya
aku punya hati
aku punya jiwa
redha bukan mengalah
tapi
ianya pasrah dan berserah
diam aku kerana dia
selagi ku mampu
tuhan
sematkan lah senyum ku
untuk dia



Saturday, July 27, 2013

siapa aku?

gara2 aku
yang xtahan durian
hadap la bau durian
gara2 aku
benda yg penah2 buat
dah jadi rutin harian
gara2 aku
berubah segala kehidupan.

pernah aku kata
aku x perlukan gucci guess prada segala
yang aku nak rasa
sebuah bahagia.

aku di layan bagaikan
permaisuri
aku di tantang bagaikan 
puteri
aku di awasi bagaikan
bidadari
oleh seorang yang bernama
lelaki.

alam bercinta
semua benda kita rasa
dan xsemua indah belaka
baik kita kongsi 
pedih kita telan
as long as
xde yang masuk campur.
kalau rse nak jadi penasihat
segala.
terima kasih 
bukan dgn aku.

abe,
love u!
jom kawen!


Saturday, July 13, 2013

I adore you

my sunrise of everyday
flowers blooming orange 
sky's so blue
the air's cold but not too chilly
that i'd grab my coat

long drives for no good reason
empty roads on country sides
with black and white cows grazing grass
the windows down and music blasting 
loud

i adore you
looking at me
smiling at the way talk too 
much and yes i love the way you
see right through me 
when i'm fine i'm not
i think the way you say my name
is the most lovely thing to hear

the waves crash onto the shore
they meet a million times but yet
they seem to be content with
coming together once again
i woudln't mind if i was sand and you were
water 

warm tea and musty books
cuddling in bed
while it rains outside 
the raindrops chasing raindrops
falling gently on the sidewalk
waking cats from their lazy afternoons
while i wish that you were here with me

i adore you
looking at me
smiling at the way talk too 
much and yes i love the way you
see right through me 
when i'm fine i'm not
i think the way you say my name
is the most lovely thing to hear

i adore you
i adore youu



Friday, July 12, 2013

jangan buat aku macam batang pisang
suke hati mak nenek kau je
datang time kau nak ngamuk kau ngamuk
datang time kau nak hangen kau hangen
aku xkesah kalau xmelibatkan aku
ni aku asek kena je

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

kun faya kun

MSc in Human Resource Management Cardiff Business School, Cardiff UK
MSc in Human Resource Management Dublin Business School, Dublin Ireland
MSc in Management of Projects The University of Manchester, Manchester UK
MSc in Management University of Stirling, Scotland UK

Dengan rasa rendah diri nya hamba menyatakan hamba terpaksa tolak ke-empat2 offer dari semua yang diatas atas sebab 'INI LAH YANG TERBAIK'..Menitik air mata saat menolak satu persatu.if x insyallah September ni aku da start class kat sana..tp nak wat cane..xpe lah..t ade anak cucu aku just print offer letter je la tunjuk kat dorg..experience aku kali ni bila dorg call aku dr ireland, uk segala..yeah long distance kan so mcm sekat2 but dorg still jugak nk sembang..ye la da last stage tggu nak fly je kot tup tup aku toak..x ke bangang nama nye..nak wat cane..xde rezeki aku..rezeki bende lain kot...who know..nobody know and only Allah knows everything..Kun Faya Kun...Alhamdulillah dgn apa yang aku achieved sampai setakat ni...mama on ckp kawen dulu la then sambung master..oryte!

Friday, June 21, 2013

baring aku tengok awan..
apa yang aku fikir pasal diri aku
aku x ada semua yang orang lain ada
setitik dua air suci keluar dari anak mata
tapi aku lupa
bila aku pandang kanan kiri
apa yang aku nampak..
rupanya ada yang lagi kurang dari aku..
tabah nya hidup kau kawan
kalau aku kat tempat kau
serius aku xtaw la aku leh hadap ke tidak
mmg kau ckp aku leh bg kau advice macam2
ye lah xkan kau cte masalah aku kene nangis
aku tak tahu mcm mana aku boleh
kuatkan hati kau..
yang aku taw aku xnak kau jatuh
tapi kalau aku ditempat kau
aku taw aku xkan
xpernah
dan xkan pernah 
boleh jadi sekuat dan setabah kau!
biarlah kau menjadi idola aku
sebagai perkara yang nyata
depan mata.
tapi dalam diam.

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

rindu tapi biarlah
sayang tapi biarlah
saket tapi biarlah
bukan ego tapi biarlah
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sedih laaaaa
saya rindu awak
tp sebabkan prinsip
benda yang aku pegang
orang berpegang pada janji
aku berpegang pada pegangan!
iaitu prinsip aku.

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

aku

nak dapat aku yang sekarang ni..
berapa banyak raket badminton patah.
hello wa xlayan la hanger rotan segala..
nak besarkan aku smpai jadi sekarang ni..
raket badminton smpai patah
iron board sampai pecah
bak kate aidid-
"tu raket tenis tu ade lagi 4, kenapa xpatah?"
amboi gigih nya dia.
diakui dalam adik beradik
aku paling degil
kepala batu
keras hati
pailang
bangang
yg buruk semua nya aku beb
aku penah mengamuk kat tukang sapu umah aku
gara2 selipe aku dia terbuang
satu area umah aku ngeri
aku penah berperang dgn org yg xde budi bahasa
pakcik tua polis yg bangang nak mampus
SM lagi tahu
but i dont ever care who u are
kau guna orang kau
aku guna politik aku
aku penah sound contractor buat taman kat depan umah aku
time tu aku ngah tdo
dgr bunyi bising
paham2 la suara den ni cm petir
teros dorg stop sejam!
aku penah bertekak gara2 aku park dekat gila
tp xkene pon keta dia la.
fuck off
aku jerit kat betina tu
itu time kat butik lama mama
time aku migraine
jangan kacau aku
budak2 main depan umah aku
depan makbapak dorg aku sound
suruh balik
i need a rest
so please
angkut anak kau memekak kat umah kau
aku mmg sial
perangai aku cm sial
sbb aku terlampau jd diri aku
aku xsombong
cume sometime aku rse
hantu raya masuk dlm badan aku
solat xjaga mungkin!

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

aku xtahu la dia ni paham ke tak apa yang aku tulis..
simple word kot.
ke pemahaman aku an orang lain xsama..
apa la masalah nye.
kau sekat penulisan aku.
kenapa?
ini cara aku!
dari dulu aku ckp.
kalau xsuka jangan baca.
dari dulu aku kata.
apa yang aku tulis.
adalah benda yang aku rasa.
sudah lah.
aku xkacau hidup orang.
xpernah.

TRY

Cube bgtaw kenapa sebenarnye.
Boleh x cerita apa yang jadi sebenarnya.
Dan Apa yang kau dgr sebenarnya.
Aku bukan nak menegakkan benang yang basah
Tapi
Sekurang-kurangnye aku tahu ape sebenarnye yang jadi.
Ape bende yang kau merepek cerita pasal maruah segala
Aku buat apa?
Cube bagitau.
Xnak bgtaw xpe la.
Xnak ckp xkesah la.
Aku pon malas nak pk.
sbb aku xtahu.
mungkin kalau kau tanya aku.
aku jenis xberbelit2 cakap.
jawapan aku
YA
atau
TIDAK.
ikut procedure makamah.

ME

People can say any and everything about me. for a few people i might be wrong and for a certain person nothing wrong with me. It's up to all of u for what ever u want to think and said about me. Stop talking and start thinking. If u don't like me, please welcome. 
Mungkin pada mata sesetengah orang aku ni nampak oke. Tapi dgr ni, pada mata aku sendiri pulak. Aku mmg xsemenggah, mmg aku terdidik dari family yang ada asas agama tp aku sendiri xpractik kan benda tu. Satu malaysia kenal aku kot, tahu perangai aku macam mana kot. Hello! Belom kau nampak aku pakai bra spender je lepak tepi pantai. Bukan nak bermegah dgn dosa tp aku xsuka bila mana kau kau kau dan kau baru kenal aku beberapa bulan, kau dah cakap aku baik lah oke lah segala. But, suddenly perangai sosial tahap babi aku keluar sikit2 korang start la bg nasihat itu ini, cakap aku itu ini. hello!aku xpernah kesah dan x akan kesah!Bagi aku, benda yang dah jadi tu biar lah jadi. dan aku xpernah pk benda yang aku wat tu bende bodoh..sebab kalau nak diikutkan semua benda kat dunia ni 145% yang aku wat semua benda bodoh! 
I might be a genius but u must know that nobody perfect. Maybe aku nya akal yang terencat ni, belah2 ilmu dunia je hebat, perangai cibai aku ni kau kene expect jugak. Babe, aku xpenah bangga la dengan apa yang aku achive ni..xpernah bangga. Kau baru knal aku xsampai 5% lagi 95% diri aku ni kau xpernah tahu. Orang yang kenal aku 8tahun pon belum tentu dapat baca aku macam mana. YES! aku buat benda yang aku rse OKEY la..BUAT la.. PEDEHAL!
Aku xpernah kacau hidup orang.
Aku xpernah cerita hal orang.
Apa yang aku cerita kat sini.
Suke hati aku la..
Kalau xsuke. 
Jangan Baca.
Senang kan?
Awak awak yang bercakap ni belom jumpe aku dgn kawan2 yang aku rse teros awak2 rse aku ni mmg bicth! hello!do i care. huh! kawan is kawan. heart feeling is heart feeling. love is love. happiness is happiness. fuck is fuck. hate is hate. miss is miss. semua xsama kan??xde pon dalam istilah hidup aku. love is happiness is friends is heart and what so fucking ever.

Monday, June 10, 2013

CERITAKU

aku punya cerita,
tentang kekasihku tercinta,
lelaki yang sangat rupawan
baru dua bulan carian 
tetapi aku baru tahu
ternyata pacarku pancemburu
aku tak boleh begini begitu
lama-lama aku jadi jemu

i'm just wanna be free
from this love story
and i will wait for another love story 
come to me
baby will you let me free
to find another love story
dan kita kan jalin persamanan abadi



Friday, June 7, 2013

so? what?

dear blog..
hello!
hi!
aku friendly. kita friendly. kau friendly. tapi xsemua boleh terima the word of 'friendly'. why? sbb ada satu lingkungan / barriers/ wall yang jd gap kat situ. xsemua orang berfikiran sama macam apa yang kita fikir. kita rasa benda tu biasa.orang lain rasa? luar biasa? attitude problems? and what so ever. tapi, aku xkesah orang nak pk apa. aku rasa selagi benda tu b aku xsalah and just kawan biasa. its oke.
mulut orang, biasa la selagi boleh mengapi2 semua benda nak diapikan. btw i don't care and don't ever care what people thinks and say about me because i know who am i. what attitude that i have, what is my habit and how do i act. my behavior is because of my habit. my habit came out from my attitude. my attitude is come from the way im thinking. i am the person that like to think and stay out of the box. so please, if u want to talk about me, please welcome.

but can u note this 

"aku bukan jenis yang puji masa sayang dan maki masa benci."

xoxo
lily

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Fuck You by Lily Allen

Thanx lily cause spoke out for me



Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
Then look a bit harder
'Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired
Of all the hatred you harbor


So you say it's not okay to be gayWell, I think you're just evilYou're just some racist who can't tie my lacesYour point of view is medieval

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much'Cause we hate what you doAnd we hate your whole crewSo please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much'Cause your words don't translateAnd it's getting quite lateSo please don't stay in touch

Do you get, do you get a little kickOut of being small minded?You want to be like your fatherIt's approval you're afterWell, that's not how you find it

Do you, do you really enjoyLiving a life that's so hateful?'Cause there's a hole where your soul should beYou're losing control a bitAnd it's really distasteful

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much'Cause we hate what you doAnd we hate your whole crewSo please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much'Cause your words don't translateAnd it's getting quite lateSo please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck youFuck you, fuck you, fuck youFuck you

You say you think we need to go to warWell, you're already in one'Cause it's people like you that need to get slewNo one wants your opinion

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much'Cause we hate what you doAnd we hate your whole crewSo please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much'Cause your words don't translateAnd it's getting quite lateSo please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck youFuck you, fuck you, fuck you

That's it!and thank you very much!

Thursday, May 23, 2013

me and the only me

Well said..
ahaaa!!
it just me in my life
and
it just me know what im doing!
do not ever judge me
because
im not in the type that u r think about
so sorry.

im happy with what im doing
right now!
yeah now!
really love it..
because i know myself
better than other.

and u please
never estimated me..

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Sampaikan rindu


Oh bulan sampaikan rinduku
oh bintang kirimkan cintaku
yang hilang pastikan bersatu
oh sayang didalam mimpimu

Oh bulan sampaikan rinduku
oh bintang kirimkan cintaku
yang hilang mungkinkah bersatu
oh sayang dimana diri mu

malam ini aku sendiri
menanti dan terus menanti

malam ini aku sendiri lagi 
menanti dan terus menanti

usah ditangis lagi
usah dirindu lagi
pasti kita bertemu nanti

usah ditangis lagi
usah dirindu lagi
pasti kita bertemu pasti

Sunday, May 19, 2013

keep it

it just done
and i know what
im doing..

sorry to say
just be myself
just follow my heart
i love this
this way make me happy
start talking each
without knowing by anybody
it just between us.

start playing around
game just started
and hope never end
because i really
love it!
yeah!

hummingbird!u r mine
keep it!

Saturday, May 4, 2013

PRU13

tanggal 4 may 2013
bermula jam 11.30 pagi 
ku lihat perang bendera
ku susuri setiawangsa
ku dengar laungan takbir
ku lihat kibaran bendera diatas kereta
ku beri hon
ku dibalas hon
sepanjang perjalanan
jelatek, dato keramat,
jalan semarak,
kg baru, ampang jaya,
jalan ampang
ku sokong dengan hon juna
juna diamati
mereka tersenyum memandang
juna lengkap ber-sticker jati kelate
tangan melambai
jam 6.30 petang
jalan enggang sekali lagi
melihat menyaksikan 
juna beraksi
PRU13
05052013
esok
yang pertama buat ku
jika panjang usiaku
akan ku cerita tiap perkara
buat anak cucu ku.


Monday, April 8, 2013

Cerita ku

Assalamualaikum 
Salam Sejahtera keatas semua..
Macam biasa akan ku tanya tentang diri anda..
Apa khabar anda disana??
Masih bersedih atau normal seperti sedia kala?
Sekali sekala bertindaklah ditahap paras bahaya..
Maksud ku bertindak secara luar biasa.
lakukan sesuatu yang mencabar minda.
Untuk kita tahu dimanakah sebenarnya diri kita..
Perkara ini ku mahu kongsikan bersama..
Sementara aku masih lagi ada.

Aku..
Orang tgk utk jadi diri aku bukan bende senang..aku ni x macam orang lain..aku ada perangai aku..aku ada baran aku..aku yang ada manja aku..aku yang ada mengada aku..aku yang ada bangang aku...aku yang blur gila..aku yang ada aku nye keras kepala..aku yang xpernah kesah apa orang nak kata..
Janji aku BAHAGIA.
Tapi sebenarnya, jadi diri aku ni xsusah..sebab nya aku hanyalah menjadi diri aku.yang aku created ni bukan benda baru..bende sejak azali dr kecik dah memang termaktub aku macam ni...
Jangan ditanya kenapa itu ini.
Jangan disuruh buat itu ini.
Aku tahu apa aku buat dan aku xsuka orang melarang.
Maklum?

Dia..
Aku tabik spring kat dia..bukan senang nak jaga aku..bukan senang nak terima semua tentang aku..walaupon yg dia nampak xsemua lagi tapi aku tahu.....aku tahu yang dia boleh terima aku seadanya..dia tahu apa yang aku ada..dia nampak apa yang aku xsuka..dia ada masa aku berduka..
Part ni aku suka..bila mana dia xkesah aku pakai apa..
Bila mana aku selekeh macam celaka..
Bila mana seluar batik menjadi pilihan adinda..
Bila mana kasut kungfu ku sarung tanpa fikirkan apa-apa..
Tapi apa yang selalu terpacul dari mulut dia..the simple words but have a thousand meanings babe..
Awak buat saya BAHAGIA.

Aku mmg xpernah hairan bila ada yang mengata..sepalit air taik terpercik pon aku tak heran..mulut manusia standard Malaysia la..nak2 melayu kita..sapa suka tgk orang bahagia..erra fazira kawen pon dorg boleh ckp-aku berani bet la xlama tuh..-macam tu la gampang nya mereka..So!abaikan je la cite dia..

Tarik aku bila aku tergelincir.
At least tarik, lepas tu aku leh jalan sendiri even lembab.
Tempik pada aku bila kau nampak,
Aku terhuyung hayang sambil berbogel menuju dan menyembah selain dari-Nya.
Supaya aku sedar bahawa aku ini hanya hamba.

Tp egt..

Dunia aku.
Hidup aku.
Cerita aku.